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Jealous of your laughter
Jealous of your smile
The grass is greener on the other side

Look at how happy
Look at all the friends
You're torturing me with no end

But I never knew the truth
But I never saw the lies
You were a master of the hide

Behind the curtain
Behind the wall
I could just see it all

Nothing's like it seems
Nothing was how it appeared
Further than skin deep you live in fear

Stay silent with your tears
Stay covered in your scars
You wish you could go so far

I thought my life was hard
I envied your masquerade
I didn't realize that I had it made

Felt no true pain
Felt nothing more than a scratch
Compared to you I'm simple math

An orphan since birth
An orally abused child since you yourself could talk
It's hard for you to even walk

Your name is all you have
Your face is always forgotten
A fate you wish could bend

You made me thankful
You made me realize
Every word is of major size

I went to show my gratitude
I hoped to see you
But it was too late for your end was due

Your soul will fly
Your soul will sing
The meaning of joy you'll finally be feeling