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I don't accept my smile
I don't allow myself happiness
There are too many questions
Not enough answers
I don't want professional help
I don't want to be told I'm wrong
You have all the right things to say
But there are no right solutions
I want to be free
I want to be loved
I'm chained down by this curse
Held by unbreakable chains
I want to laugh and not regret it
I want to feel something other than guilt
Confusion weighs down acceptance
Disappointment is all I know for sure
I can't find the strength
I can't dig deep enough
Motivation is lost
Inspiration to live is hidden just too well
I can't look at myself in the mirror
I can't breathe
Tears are all I have
And they're not there either
Though I will try
I will fight
Someone has to push me
My gears need greased
I will pray
I will hope
I need my time
And I need my escape
I have a problem
I have to fix it
Can I do it?
Yes I can
I don't allow myself happiness
There are too many questions
Not enough answers
I don't want professional help
I don't want to be told I'm wrong
You have all the right things to say
But there are no right solutions
I want to be free
I want to be loved
I'm chained down by this curse
Held by unbreakable chains
I want to laugh and not regret it
I want to feel something other than guilt
Confusion weighs down acceptance
Disappointment is all I know for sure
I can't find the strength
I can't dig deep enough
Motivation is lost
Inspiration to live is hidden just too well
I can't look at myself in the mirror
I can't breathe
Tears are all I have
And they're not there either
Though I will try
I will fight
Someone has to push me
My gears need greased
I will pray
I will hope
I need my time
And I need my escape
I have a problem
I have to fix it
Can I do it?
Yes I can
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Yep.
As of September 27, 2011 this is my life.
~~
sometimes when I write poems to help express myself I let my sad and depressing ones have a little light shine on them in the end because reading them over again in another tough time helps a lot.
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As of September 27, 2011 this is my life.
~~
sometimes when I write poems to help express myself I let my sad and depressing ones have a little light shine on them in the end because reading them over again in another tough time helps a lot.
Want to see more poems?
[link]
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I love it (: I can relate, I find every emotion beautiful. Always embrace how you feel and never regret it. It's part of you and you should love all of you. <3